Today was a particularly productive day for me.
But still, I can’t help but feel unmotivated by the work I’m doing. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy talking about. I enjoy learning about it. I enjoy researching things.
And I especially enjoy getting paid for doing it. Even if it is below market value.
But I don’t enjoy feeling more and more like I’m doing something I was sort of forced into.
I don’t enjoy feeling like I HAVE to do it because, well, being poor is a pretty shitty thing.
So, ya today was one of my more productive days, but I don’t find myself feeling particularly good about it.
At least the Ferrari was waiting for me outside when I left